I got dumped by my girlfriend a few days ago although I harbor a few sly hopes it isn't final, we still 'feel' it. It should be final though. She's 31 and has about 900,347 reasons why she shouldn't date me and I'm just ANNOYED at this sort of thing because it just reinforces a the shitty, 'realistic' ideal that when two people like each other... it doesn't actually mean they can be happy together. I'm still not a cynic because I'm a scientist and I know a fucking lack of data-conclusion when I see it and I know what with cultural differences I'm fighting a losing battle but I KNOW that out there exists both a classy, self-respecting girl who is happy to stay with me for concerted periods of time. Say, longer than a month. It would be nice, girls. It would be easier just to throw myself into cheap, travelling clunge but I don't have the heart for it.
I've been cooking more lately and man alive is it actually better than the cheap slop I find myself ordering for 'conveniences' sake because I'm doing long, breakless shifts 6 days a week. Cooking comes naturally to me now. It makes me remember the good ol' days of Stepney Green.... cooking and washing on rotation... stabbing mice with massive steak knives... Kasmyn.... what a place. What a time.
I hit 'n' run a guy for $300 on 1/2 Omaha online. Plus two of my most successful commission based days today and yesterday. This is whats gonna happen on my next days off
Peace out haters

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